I’m not as talented as you imagined, nobody will care your response and slips but I do, day and night hold you in my arm util my heats fade away, the guy in your eyes, is just be a illusion of emotion no appearance,no motivation just keeping and avoiding finding the truth life always donate like nature, but we never reflect on ourselves, one day , a knock may get to your door ,however it is a gift out of date, none will be reconginized, when everything drop down its fire, the world will not be the old one any longer, for me, its just a mysterious and advenrural stroy, waiting for my tears…..
2018-9-30: Once Before ,I’m so satisfied with a simple creation ,while a bit of sweet drink,however now I do make it,the weak mink make me have no feeling on coding even though that’re a miracle momment for me to have such a opportunity ,everything’s turnning rot,the spining image from my mind began from the breakup of my heavy study-period,I gradually lost a bit more intrest on it,though I’m still think that I’m fond of it,and so that I choose a relative major for my college time in spite of my parants’ hope,because this road is stopless,when your only interest for funning turned different,this is a task ,with nothing unique comparing to other work,
you need to finish tasks,you’ll have plent of time,but you’ll never be that passionate,the infinite time makes you get into a horrible crack,some times you just wanna have a reset in my life express,looking for some quiet,however a behind rope scramming at you prevent me enjoying all of views,a street vedio-game that consist of our childhood is never be owned by us,we try to capture the butterfly above,but to find useless.I used to be a pure guy , the reality escapting land once carried our hope and dream,is crashing little by little , I wonder why I’m changed so fast.This environment there is surrounded by yellow-light sweet coffee,nice rythme and quiet hours, the man’s heart gone with wind affected by many other thoughts,complex and uncaptured,